Rainy Evening Blues

 Rainy Evening Blues

I wish someone can save me from the urge to leave this place. No, it's a nightmare to pretend that I am fine. Tell me why I am frustrated with something  I don't know what. They say, "I envy your life, I wish I could be you".  You guys have no idea what it's like to be an award-winning cameo actor. Deep inside me is struggling, weeping while chasing that "life" I have been dreaming of. In almost three years, I have just realized that Vietnam isn't for me.  Or am I just fed up with everything and everyone around? 

This feeling always hits me whenever I'm about to haggle for U.S. dollars  at the black market. It's a pain in the neck to earn money especially when you knew that your passion for teaching has gone...but what's more deadly is when you got a sweating, callous sole trying your best to get the best dollar rate.   Well, blame it to the rain then!