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Tuesday, 27 January 2015


Me, Now and...

Leaving my fate to the heaven,
For there's nothing I can change.
Now, this life is an oblivion.
No one knows which page,
Should I stop dreamin'.

Somehow, this is silly,
To read between the lines,
Those days, I've waited solely,
Will you tell me once,
That I'm your only lady?

I said, I'd leave it to fate,
As it doesn't have to be fake.
What are you thinking, by the way?
Should I say, let's have a separate way?
Well, OK I'd wait for the next dawn to break!

You and I are indefinite beings,
In this world full of hesitations,
And selfishness and paranoia.
Come be brave and say, "I got ya!"
So my mind would  confidently say, YEAH!

For those hearts are broken but full of hopes!

Saturday, 24 January 2015

Village Life

January 23rd, 2015- Friday

Location: Hoa Lac, Son Tay, Ha Tay Vietnam

Time: 5pm-9pm

Who WERE there by the way:

Visitors: Svenjia, Rabi, Chan, Sue

Hosts: Dinh, Cuong, Tuan Anh ---Thanks Much, we had a Wonderful chitchat with you guys! 

What did we do at Dinh's place then? Oh hold on, Cuong and Tuan Anh (K10) were also there to help us prepare some veggies for dinner as well as a relaxing stroll in Hoa Lac market for some vodka, fruits and more veggies. 

Thought we were the luckiest visitors in town because when we came back from the wet market, Cuong had already finished making some boiled veggies and some other dishes. All we had to do was to peel the pineapple in our own perfect way. AND guess what, WE MADE we deserved some delish dinner and a few shots of Nestea-Vodka. LOL! 

Enjoy the photos!
Svenja's turn to murder Mr. Pineapple! :)) 
Rabi's turn.. haha
Sorry for the #red eyes..this is the reason why I chose this color edit hehe.
my bad to bring that telephoto huhu had i known. it would be so hard to take nice shots #sillyme
Our tofu
Awww Svenja..huhu
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Not so sure what he was doing--hmnn perhaps he was washing a bland dragon fruit! hihi
Cuong: "Your tofu e?" haha

a local was happy to be with Svenjia...
they turned their backs on me hahah
flared Vodka Ha Noi wahaha
#candid? LOL
"co len Dinh"
Make a wish Chan! Nyahaha

Cuong...hehe almost ready with our tofu!

Friday, 16 January 2015

Are We on the Same PAGE?

Something is wrong with what I saw this morning... I meant it wasn't a big deal I bet but somehow it was a lil disturbing. Honestly, until now I'm still confused with who I am in your life, whether you're doing something to make this sh*t work. Would you just keep telling me those promising words that you used to say? You just said that you don't trust words but actions. I hope one morning when you wake up, you'd think about it...ponder on the things that have been going on. 

Each day, you're just making me more confused and paranoid. I'm matured enough to comprehend things, inevitable circumstances, and especially you... I've fully understood where we are, what we've been through... who you are and how complicated your life is. I don't wanna argue with that anymore because I respect you and yes 'love you.'  But how can you assure me that we're going to that same direction together, or are we still on the same page? 

Sunday, 11 January 2015

Panther's Long List of Songs

December 21st, 2014- Sunday

Here are some memories of the 2014 holiday vacation in my lil town with Ma and the whole family! 

P/S: Some photos were taken a few minutes ago...!

Panther's 362nd song: Vision of Love by Mariah Carey

Photo of the Day: Because You Can Be Happy, too!
genuine smile (my niece)

December 22nd, 2014 - Monday

Hugs n Kisses to Panther and the campers from Teddy!

Panther's 363rd song: Say My Name by The Writing's on the Wall

Photo of the Day: Uncertain
but nothin is impossible with God

December 23rd, 2014 - Tuesday

Panther's 364th song: You're Still the One by Come on Over

Photo of the Day: I'll Stand Up, No Matter What
life is about standing up whatever happens  (my niece)

December 24th, Wednesday

Panther's 365th song: Come As You Are by Nevermind

Photo of the Day: Another Wave of Life
life comes from different shape :) just keep goin...

December 25th, Thursday

Panther's 366th song: California Love by All Eyez on Me

Photo of the Day: My Shot, My Life, My Heart
love life like Jay Moriarty

December 26th, 2014- Friday

Panther's 367th song: I'll Be Your Everything by Tom Page

Photo of the Day: Siblings
kids' hearts are full of hopes...

December 27th, 2014- Saturday

Panther's 368th song: Black Cat by Janet Jackson

Photo of the Day: Mom's Love...
will always love u our dearest

December 28th, 2014- Sunday

Panther's 369th song: The Boy is Mine by Brandy and Monica

Photo of the Day: Memories of Cebu 


December 29th, 2014- Monday

Panther's 370th song: You're Making Me High by Toni Braxton

Photo of the Day: siblings' day out 
at #casaverde

December 30th, 2014- Tuesday

Panther's 371st song: Always Be My Baby by Mariah Carey

Photo of the Day: Puto Bumbong
only in the Philippines 

December 31st, 2014- Wednesday

Panther's 372nd song: Kiss from a Rose by Seal

Photo of the Day: Another Angle


January 1st, 2015- Thursday

Panther's 373rd song: I'll Make Love to You by Boyz II Men

Photo of the Day: Mama and Only Mom
can't help but repost

January 2nd, 2015- Friday

Panther's 374th song: How Do You Talk to an Angel by The Heights

Photo of the Day: Love, Love, Love
viber with my one and only kapatid Sofie

January 3rd, 2015- Saturday

Panther's 375th song: Can't Help Falling in Love by UB40

Photo of the Day: #forever friends
Aj and Marcy sending me off at Terminal 3 (January 3rd)

January 4th, 2015- Sunday

Panther's 378th song: Nothing Compares To You by Sinead O'connor

Photo of the Day: #2015 and me

Sunday, 4 January 2015

2014 And its Memories

December 30th, 2014- Tuesday

Bible verse for this post: “But my God shall supply all your needs according to his riches and glory by Christ Jesus.” – Philippians 4:19 (KJV-Bible by Tecarta)

Note: This blog is written mainly for mom… so I’ll be posting all her selfies here.

The storm ‘Seniang’ hit the southern Cebu last night December 29th with a signal number 2. It was my first time (well, after at least 10-12 years of not spending the holiday season with my parents) to sleep with a fierce wind in the middle of the night. Oh…that felt horrible, though.

Anyhow, the sun confidently showed up this morning, so I didn’t miss the chance of taking my mom’s photos. The waves were still mad though, yet I managed to have my mom ‘pose’ for the memories that we have in 2014, just in time before 2015 hands me in with its bright promises of more love, health and longer life, better job, more travels and financial blessings.
after three shots, she managed to get 'almost' the angle that i wanted her to do... LOL

i like it when she smiles like that...u know why? BECAUSE when i see her smiling, I feel relieved that she'll get stronger. 

one of my favourites

i still recall what she looks like when she gets mad at me hahaha

and sometimes when she's frustrated with her husband and my older brother --s-she does this most of the time

we love u no matter how stubborn u are.. God bless u Ma.

In 2015, I’d choose to forgive and make the most out of this exciting gift of life from God. I also couldn’t thank the Lord for the blessings I’ve had this year. Those tough months were nothing because of His Grace.

Thank you Lord for Panther who has stayed with me and Teddy since December 2013, also to Barbie and family who have never failed to bring me so much love and smiles, to Katrina my kapatid who, despite our distance has been there to pray for me, to Geleen who has been my cry and laugh buddy as well as my sister, too. Of course to Goldameir who has never given up on me especially as a prayer partner and a counselor, to Pamela who has inspired many people including me, to Suan Gon who always appreciates every emotion I have in my blog, to Junco who always shares her delicious meals with me, to Cecile who has showed me that life is worth living, to Laurent- a brilliant photographer, writer, traveler and friend, to Masahito Iguchi who has been there for me to listen to my never-ending frustrations, depressions etc.,  to Lovella who never tires to cheer me up in every way possible, and to my bro Rheymil who has found his call as a nurse to help those in need. God bless all of you!

Hmnn…and who would forget my immediate family? I pray that the Lord would protect them with His mighty arms and keep them safe each day. That they may not cease to give thanks and worship our Almighty Father. I declare, “No weapon formed against them shall prosper.”… that they may have a prosperous 2015 with the blessings of life and love.

For those whom I haven’t mentioned in my declarations yet, here are some of them with whom I’ve been thankful for, too. Please bless them with whatever their hearts desire so they can be a blessing to others in need.

ShoNique: She’s a blessing because she was born to love the youth and to inspire not only them but her family and friends for being a superb writer and a fighter.
T Brown- my sister in G+
Roxy May and Ms D- my sincere friends in G+, too
Zozo Eema- my soul sister who always reminds me how awesome life is
Larry- though he still believes that I’m a man, I know that he somehow includes me in his prayers
Jet and Duy- my weekend escape partners in Hoan Kiem
Kien- I know that he’s always concerned with how I guard my heart and plan my future dreams.

I’m sure there are still hundreds of people that I haven’t mentioned here…you know who you are and you’re also in my heart and prayers. 

Happy New Year 2015, everyone!!!