Something is wrong with what I saw this morning... I meant it wasn't a big deal I bet but somehow it was a lil disturbing. Honestly, until now I'm still confused with who I am in your life, whether you're doing something to make this sh*t work. Would you just keep telling me those promising words that you used to say? You just said that you don't trust words but actions. I hope one morning when you wake up, you'd think about it...ponder on the things that have been going on.
Each day, you're just making me more confused and paranoid. I'm matured enough to comprehend things, inevitable circumstances, and especially you... I've fully understood where we are, what we've been through... who you are and how complicated your life is. I don't wanna argue with that anymore because I respect you and yes 'love you.' But how can you assure me that we're going to that same direction together, or are we still on the same page?