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Sunday, 29 December 2013

One Day...

Fed Up

Missing the underwater so much...wanna go home now to go white water rafting, scuba diving, breathing the rush of the zip line and shout as loud as I can to ease the pain I am feeling right now. Mixed emotions are killing me... take me to where I am supposed to be. I am fed up with everything, I laugh,  I give advice and comfort people but deep inside I'm bleeding. This isn't just I miss you. I wished I didn't have to be far from you...from the family. 

The scariest thing I'm worried about is what if one day, I chose to give up? As much as I don't want to... I can't just stop but cry and let the  anger, brokenness, frustrations, depression flow until my eyes go dry. One day, these will day...


  1. This is too sad. Hang in there!

  2. awww nak..ahh meron kc ako ngayon wala lang tapos na ako umiyak kaya ok na ako... salamat